No, really, I'm not.
The reason I have been "dead" around here is because I have actually been in the process of moving my account (so please don't freak out if you have been removed from my watchlist!). I know I promised that I would stop changing my name and I am sorry for any inconveniences, but this is an alias that I have not used for quite a long time and I think it's time to drop it, so I registered a new account to further my de-association with this name. Actually, I registered two new accounts here for organization purposes, !kyouton and !osakan. So which one should you watch if you do plan to re-add me? !kyouton because that is my primary account where I post all of my illustrations, original and fanart, whereas !osakan is dedicated to everything else - primarily graphic & web design but also everything else (such as cosplay). And if you're an offline friend I will add you at !kyouton. I have already migrated my entire watchlist to both accounts, but if you watch me and I haven't added you back yet, don't be afraid to send a note (which account I'll watch you under depends on what you post - if what you primarily post is anything other than illustrations, such as graphic design, you'll be added under !osakan).
Oh, and the new names? I admit it - I have this deep infatuation with the Kansai region of Japan, and so I named my two new accounts after my favorite cities from the region, Kyouto and Oosaka ;D !osakan, by the way, is actually meant to be pronounced "oh-sah-kahn" instead of "oh-sah-kuhn" like you would in English to describe a person from Osaka ;D
Listening to: Sobakasu by Judy & Mary
Reading: Pokémon Adventures
Playing: Pokémon Blue